Friday, October 22, 2010


You know how you can have too much time on your hands? Well I think I have too much time on my mind.
All I seem to think about lately is how I wish I could change the way I look. Nothing major but still, not really things I should be thinking about. Especially when all it does its make me miserable.
If money was no issue and I didn't care what others would think of me going ahead with it, I would have laser eye suregry, laser hair removal on my partial monobrow, and a hair transplant to refill my hairline.
My hair is the one thing that bothers me the most. I'm 23 and feel I have the hairline of a 50 year old. When asked, people say there is nothing wrong with my hair but being told something and then getting your mind to accept it are two seperate things.
I doubt I will act on any of these thoughts which only makes things worse though as the ideas and thoughts build up in my head without an outlet.

Hopefully once I've learnt to drive I will be able to get out and about which should distract me from these annoying but persistant thoughts.